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Saturday, August 27, 2011
Dear You ~~~
Dear You,

I know I don't have the right to hate you, but you're giving me reasons to.
I love you and I will always do.
But for the past few days, you are the reason of my sadness.
You're the reason why I feel this hatred and insecurity.
This inner pain is killing me.
I don't even know how long I can stand this.

I don't ask much, but for you it seems like everything for me is too much.
I have tried anything to help you yet you still see me useless as trash.

I can't count how many times I feel sorry for myself.

Why you're always against me? Yet HE always has your support.
WE are just the same yet there is a big difference with your treatment.
Don't you realize you are being unfair?

I won't ask anymore. I'm just giving myself a false hope and disappointment.
I may not be that good, but I know to myself I shouldn't be feeling this way.

Have you ever thought how I wanted to remove this hatred and insecurity?

Have you ever think how much I tried to refuse the thought of you being too unfair?

Have you ever imagine how many times I cried at night just to ease the pain?

Have you ever think how long I talk with my friends in the wee hours just to divert my feelings?

Have you ever realize how hard to fake not to care?

Have you ever felt how painful to stay away and act like we're not close?

Have you ever thought how I strongly pray to have a peaceful heart?

You knew nothing... .. . nothing but my lazy acts.

I may be quiet, but being in silence hurts more than anything.

I never wanted to build a wall between us, but my heart is in too much pain now.
I hate to be unhappy, but there's no reason for me to be merry.
I don't want to be misunderstood, but you always giving me the perception of it.

We are ****** yet we are like this. irony? me being narrow-minded? too sensitive?
Whatever you may think, but this is how I feel.

I am freaking insecure and unhappy!


From Me.

Posted by kryk